:: bachelor's notepad. ::

:: Monday, November 28, 2005 ::

my study area. sigh.

:: kiathy. 8:27 pm [+] ::
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condiments.

:: kiathy. 9:25 pm [+] ::
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matchsticks.

:: kiathy. 9:23 pm [+] ::
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electric guitar.

:: kiathy. 9:22 pm [+] ::
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p1. when i study i need to eat.

p2. when i eat i grow fat.

p3. i study.

c1> i grow fat.

:: kiathy. 4:44 pm [+] ::
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2006 arrives in about 50 days. have you guys realised that? i think we've all been so caught up with our lives that it felt damn weird for me to understand that the year was gonna turn again.

my graduation is in year 2009 and in 50 days' time it'd be about 3.5 years to go.

well last night was an excellent night with respect to looking for obscure music (one of that things that make me think i am unique and cool). i chance upon this gem of a song by The Montgolfier Brothers, titled The World is Flat. The song is all irony and well u can read more about it at these pages:

The World is Flat - can download it from here.

and the lyrics are at...

Lyrics

it's a rather old band so i'm not all that cool but yups i loveeee the song.

:: kiathy. 12:40 pm [+] ::
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okay the sad thing is that even when i'm sick, i never lose my appetite. even when i'm supposedly suffering from stomach flu.

and i eat even more and move even less.

damn it!

:D.

:: kiathy. 1:45 am [+] ::
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today has really been the longest time i've slept since school started!

waking up at 7 am to a fever and queasy stomach didn't feel good. so i went to the doc at 830 and decided to go to class late.

at 10am, 4 stops into my mrt journey to school, i took the train back instead.

and then i slept from 1030 to 2. then 4 to like 9. and like 10 to 12.

:: kiathy. 1:10 am [+] ::
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i really would like to get this book!

Stuart: A Life Backwards by Alexander Masters

hope borders stocks it. in my attempt to get intellectual (again) i've decided i do need to read (again)! this book's about a vagrant who killed himself by jumping into the path of a train, before this book based on his life was published. nominated by guardian for its first book award.

well the worst of my project presentations are now over and i feel mightily happy again. i also feel better now in general terms of my life. no it's not the consecutive 4 am sleeping nights that're getting me high but feeling a sense of normality in my life just today really really made my day.

anyway my 2nd last project is tomorrow and after that it really will be mug mug mug. i'm right now too tired to really do any work, and yes i'm rather slow but i'm enjoying the benefits of finally setting up a wireless connection by typing this blog entry on my bed. soon i'll get a webcam again and maybe i'd be really interested in podcasting and etc etc etc.

my prediction is podcasting will include videos soon, what with the advent of the vpod. trust me. confirm plus chop.

anyway just to bore everyone with my school life...it is now week 12 of my term! exams are in week 15 and i haven't mugged since week 9 so really i hope to get started.

and i need to lose weight.

i will be trim and fit by summer 2006.

hahahahaha.

:: kiathy. 11:37 pm [+] ::
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well i'm in school again, like seriously where else would i be man. presentation today went well so i guess the 3 am mad rush last night to prepare for today was worth it.

today was rachel's birthday so happy birthday rachel. and she only just turned 19 which means she'll be 21 only in 2 years' time. that seems simply surreal to me actually like in two years i'll be 23 and there my classmates will be turning..21? kinda weird huh.

it's saturday night and i'm sitting on a couch by the window with a beautiful view of...nothing. i'm tired and need sleep but i guess sleep never takes priority when you're not actually doing work. tomorrow i have a meeting in school yet again for another project presentation on tuesday. that's what my life's been so far.

i think real friends in school are really hard to come by. i wonder if i have issues but i find that i don't belong to anywhere in school yet. i basically hang out with the slackest group of people in my class and they're great and all but i wouldn't say i belong. i don't belong to the nerdiest bunch of people too. neither do i belong to the people who go home immediately after class everyday, nor to the people who're in the room with me everyday. so it's funny how much contact i've had with so many new people in school and yet i feel no sense of closeness to any of them, no one to just say 'hello lets go eat' or 'hello i'm bored lets go out' to. those that i do ask do not hang around those around in school anyway. people say that comes with time, but i guess returning to my comfort zone of older friends is still my best bet for a happier time.

alright maybe i'm just tired, pensive, paranoid and lack dinner.

:: kiathy. 8:27 pm [+] ::
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i am still in school.

2 am.

friday night.

biz law and me.

i love smu.

:: kiathy. 1:54 am [+] ::
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