:: bachelor's notepad. ::

:: Sunday, June 27, 2004 ::

i'm back.

:: kiathy. 10:35 pm [+] ::
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there IS a reason why i keep posing in pictures hiding my lips. cos my lips are damn ugly. comparatively anyway.

:: kiathy. 5:46 pm [+] ::
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morals dictate that i will not lose my virginity to a stranger.

:: kiathy. 11:01 am [+] ::
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oh yea just remembered what i wanted to blog about too.

in case everybody's wondering. yes i am in camp again. like how slack yea. i'm a slacker. who gives a hoot. i don't. but well okay back to my post..

just checked out a senior's blog cause i was too bored and stumbled upon this post where he reflected on when he professed his love/liking for this girl with totally nothing to expect from it. it went like this..

It feels so good to be able to just tell someone :

"i like you a lot."

And that's that.
No repercussions.
There is no need to get uptight about it and start the " u avoid me i avoid you " bullshit.

well. just thought that it was really cool and brave of him to have done it. actually i'm always caught in the same situation. to say 'always caught' will make it seem like i've fallen for one too many females too easily. but to try to defend myself by saying 'no i've only had eyes for one..or maybe two only' would be bullshit. so yup. crushes are now the in thing. they're defined as 3 days 3 weeks or 3 month crushes. anything beyond that and you'd be a hopeless love sick fool. well i guess it's really accurate of him to say 'i like you a lot.' rather than i love you alot. one way love isn't really love at all. but that's just a personal thing.

but i guess always wishing to profess a liking for someone might not be a good thing at all. i mean. if u keep going around telling pple u like them and get rejected all the time and then u move onto the next one, and the next one and etc. it just doesn't seem right anymore eh.

well if i had that thing in me which would have pushed me into telling some pple that 'hey i like you alot.' without thinking too much of any possible consequences, this blog might not exist at all!

so for the benefit of all the readers of this blog, i shall not profess my liking for anybody now.

okay realised that the post got more and more incoherant/rent as the paragraphs went by. adios!

:: kiathy. 10:51 am [+] ::
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i am kinda hungry now. well hopped over to a friend's place to borrow another book to bring to brunei to read. i get the feeling i'm going there for months instead of erm. just 10 days? but well i'll need entertainment yea. at least i didn't buy or even bother go try buying fhm.

wanted to visit another friend who lived near the area but she was asleep when i called. oops.

i like the idea of house visiting. like just buying some foodstuff and visiting. but i wonder if any people freak out like that. i think one friend did.

anyway. going bowling later as a send off. yay. ya right.

:: kiathy. 9:18 am [+] ::
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oh ya my new hair style. astro boy right!!

:: kiathy. 10:16 pm [+] ::
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okay i'm back lah. actually the post that i posted wasn't very complete, as in i was posting halfway in camp then made to do some work and after that i knocked off liao. early today cos i took leave in order to skip some briefing which was to have begun at 515 which would probably drag until 7 pm which would have made me miss my dinner with my friends.

but WELL. actually the briefing was some very very good news for us, and even better news for those lucky younger bastards. our national service has just been shortened and i am proud to say i will get my freedom back on 19th march 2005 instead of 19th may 2005. YES I WILL BE A FREE MAN IN 9 MONTHS. ONLY 9 MONTHS.

usually i do not blog about my military life as i find it such a waste of space on the internet. but well. there's some good news for once.

and as always, with the good comes the bad. i'll be flying off to brunei in about 48 hours. yes yes i am not going there to train or sleep in the jungle or whatever just to help out. but then it's 10 days of solitude without my computer, my bed, my local fone and most importantly, the company of my friends. i totally hate being in solitude lah.

okay here're more updates about my life. i went clubbing again. yay. but it was just like after a month of a non-alcoholic lifestyle i didn't drink much too cos i drove. and i drove becos i didn't want to allow myself to drink. cos i had to perform the next day. okay that's all about clubbing on wednesday. phuture phuture. wink wink.

okay so now actually everybody's just damn bloody happy about the whole early ord affair. ME TOO ME TOO. BASKET. I'M SO FREAKING HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPY!

:: kiathy. 10:00 pm [+] ::
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hmmm. actually my last post wasn't so long ago. it was 7th june. today is the 15th. it's only been a week ago, so all of you who've eagerly (or not) anticipated this next post, congrats for putting up with the picture for a week. because today, yes today, i am going to type some text instead.

actually i've logged onto blogger many a times and ended up at this create new post bit. but it always seems like there's nothing substantial to blog about, nothing like the views that my friends are having on certain issues in the choir i sing in. nothing like the highs of life like meeting up with old friends at a mutual friend's wedding like what my other friend blogged about. not even simple things like updating people about my line or having a nice quote made me even attempt to update my blog. and oh i dun even blog about passing my drivin test.

why?

because all the above didn't happen to me.


so now you understand why this place has been so text-free for a period of time. just updated it with that astroboy picture. they claim i look like the grinch. i used to think i look like shrek until i realised how bloody ugly he really is when i caught shrek 2. and even better still, they claim i look like guy sebastian, THAT australian idol with the afro hairdo and huge rosy cheeks. who is basically damn ugly. i wouldn't even mind being ruben even though his song, sorry 2004, probably has to be updated to sorry 2005 to remind us about his existance. but i guess you have to sacrifice looks for that kinda voice. if i had his voice i'd go around serenading and professing my love for all females beautiful. hahaha.

okay i digress. well this will be the part where this blog will sound most other blogs i'm linked to.

i performed at this festival of choirs a week ago and the experience was alright. there was one cute girl and a few cute guys. i obviously eyed the cute girl. but then obviously she's out of reach. okay that's all about my choir. voicing out anything now that could piss ANYONE off would be seriously detrimental to our morale.

:: kiathy. 1:49 pm [+] ::
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help. 

:: kiathy. 11:39 pm [+] ::
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