:: bachelor's notepad. ::

:: Tuesday, January 25, 2005 ::

hello my friends. due to unforseen circumstances mr chen yiren will not be able to make it for this friday's farewell. he has suggested we go ahead with it and i guess i'll take up this suggestion unless anyone else would like to organise it on another date. or else alright seeya on friday.

:: kiathy. 8:05 pm [+] ::
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hello to all those year 5s i.e. my batch i.e. my friends who've stopped visiting the frc blog even though i posted something there, can you guys sms me to confirm yr attendance for eugene's farewell dinner at dragon gate restaurant harbourfront mall.

it's on this friday, 7 pm. i'll be making reservations so pls do tell me asap yea. thank you. broadcast over.

eugene told me to tell you that if you guys need any subsidy pls dun refrain from asking him cos he's quite paiseh to say 'i treat' and in future when i become his wedding planner instead of farewell planner, he'll be paying me 10k.

:: kiathy. 1:01 am [+] ::
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nada surf..they sound like coldplay from the usa to me.

Inside Of Love

by Nada Surf

Watching terrible tv, it kills all thought

Getting spacier than, an astronaut…

Making out with people, I hardly know or like

I can’t believe what I do, late at night



I wanna know what it’s like

On the inside of love

I’m standing at the gates

I see the beauty above



Only when we get to see, the aerial view

Will the patterns show, we’ll know what to do

I know the last page so well, I can’t read the first

So I just don’t start, it’s getting worse



I wanna know what it’s like

On the inside of love

I’m standing at the gates

I see the beauty above

I wanna know what it’s like

On the inside of love

I can’t find my way in

I try again and again



I’m on the outside of love

Always under or above

I can't find my way in

I try again and again



I'm on the outside of love

Always under or above

Must be a different view

To be a me with a you



I wanna know what its like

On the inside of love

I'm standing at the gates

I see the beauty above

I wanna know what its like

On the inside of love

Of course i’ll be alright

I just had a bad night

I had a bad night

:: kiathy. 11:17 pm [+] ::
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drowning! is looking for a bassist becos [ing] is leaving for aussie. anyone who can or will wanna learn the bass guitar pls tell us!! SERIOUSLY!

:: kiathy. 1:39 am [+] ::
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i think trying to entertain both sides is really difficult and yucky to do. trying hard to strike a balance in a family is impossible huh.

i need an income and a house to myself.

:: kiathy. 11:00 pm [+] ::
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manslaughter only gets 9 mths of jail?

sigh.

:: kiathy. 1:24 am [+] ::
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hello my friends i have 2 more gallery tix for the singapore vs indonesia match this saturday. pls call me if u wanna buy them. if u're my friend it's just 7 bucks each. if u're not my friend then start bidding on yahoo auctions for them.

:: kiathy. 11:21 pm [+] ::
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update update..

:: kiathy. 2:43 am [+] ::
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well. actually id on't have any funny childhood memories lah. besides the facts that

1. my mummy dropped me into the toiletbowl before when she held me up to pee. i was less than 1 year old then. and so she was damn worried i'd get some brain damage. which i guess i did.

2. i almost choked on my pacifier at the age of about 7 or 8.

3. my mum clicked my 'peepee' with the zippers of my bermudas around 7 or 8 too. i dono why the hell i wasn't wearing underwear don't ask me.

4. when i was in primary 1, i got cheated by a boy named 'bai2 hui1 hong2' which literally translates into white, grey, red. i guess i've told my friends this story many times but well, i had 50 cents for recess to buy my mee rebus. that guy had 30 cents. so he tried to borrow another 20 cents from me in order for HIM to buy mee rebus. 30 cents only bought us some lousy kachang puteh or something. and so i refused cos i said i needed 50 cents for my mee rebus if not i'd have no food. he gave me a damn good suggestion, why don't i lend him 20 cents and then use my 30 cents to buy kachang puteh for recess while he bought mee rebus? and i agreed.

my mama went down to scold to scold that ass. i think cos he didn't return me my 20 cents. and of course she found out how dumb i was and she scolded me too.

and here i am, a potential business undergrad. oh no.

well that's the end of my childhood.

:: kiathy. 11:51 pm [+] ::
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i think i am an internet addict.

i have nothing to do. i just caught fahrenheit 9/11. and now i'm here just surfing around the sites i usually surf. like blogs. and even if the blogs aren't updated i'll go back again like in 10 mins. and i have the ps2 and tv and whatever other alternative waiting for me but i'm just sitting here doing this.

ok maybe i'm plain lazy.

:: kiathy. 7:44 pm [+] ::
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zzz. goodnight world.

:: kiathy. 3:57 am [+] ::
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i wish there were more to say or do. but then there really isn't. i'm just feeling bored and really really have nothing on my hands to complete.

not like i have people to meet or things to be done. i really don't. so everyday i just await something interesting to happen. it's damn depressing.

:: kiathy. 1:58 am [+] ::
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i think "reminiscing" is a very big and cool word. like 2 of my friends have been reminiscing on their blogs. first up is the indian woman who wears table cloths, she's on my links i think. the other is the lrsm woman going off to melbourne.

i mean i can't even spell the word reminiscing or reminisce. i had to ask my friend for help. but since we're on the topic of that, i will try to reminisce too.

i do not remember much in particular about my time back in junior college, more specifically, vjc. it was just choir choir choir all the way. we went to the syf. we lost. we had elections. i was sc. i stepped up. we carolled. i stepped down. we had a concert. i was frankenstein.

ok onto this topic of my speech impairment. i really honestly do NOT have one but it seems like i keep pronouncing words wrongly.

first up. corrected in year 2001.. assume was pronounced as "er zzume" instead of "er sume". well u get the idea.
next up. corrected in year 2002. zombie became jombie. hahaha. thanks to gerald for that.
3rd on the list. corrected this year 2005. healthy was pronounced as "health tee". rather than "hell tee". thanks to evelyn.

but of course i hit the jackpot sometimes too. like acorn. pronouncing it as "air con" is totally wrong.

ok i've done enough reminiscing. basically there's nothing to remember lah i don't look back most of the time. too free meh.

:: kiathy. 1:31 am [+] ::
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anyway i have a few gmail invites to give away anyone wants just post a comment.

:: kiathy. 1:56 am [+] ::
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you live you learn.

today on the first day of the year 2005 a.d., i have learnt that my real and only true hobby is conversation.

everything else, i get tired of, usually in a very short while.

i don't play pc games, just the occasional sports games which give me immediate gratification.

i play the guitar but have gone weeks without touching my guitars.

i sing but i enjoy the company more than my singing.

i listen to music but i can't say i'll die without my ipod.

but i can't stop talking.

so to put it in a nicer way, i'm a conversational person. yup. enlightenment of the year already.

:: kiathy. 9:16 pm [+] ::
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