i think i'm really leaning towards the rich-wing and i'm gradually succuming to the singaporean dream of the 5 Cs. i think there are six now but i guess 5's enough for a young boy who hasn't yet turned 20.
condo. car. credit cards. country club ownership. and what's the last. i dono. but well i have a vision. i want to live in a swanky condo near town or near our dear beachy east coast park. and i wanna drive a new beemer. that's already 2 Cs and i'm not even in the working world yet.
seeing the way things are going now. i guess life next year will be a totally different thing as compared to what i've been used to. some people are going overseas. nobody's going to my school. maybe i'm just suffering from withdrawal symptoms.
Nothing unusual, nothing strange
Close to nothing at all
The same old scenario, the same old rain
And there's no explosions here
Then something unusual, something strange
Comes from nothing at all
I saw a spaceship fly by your window
Did you see it disappear?
Amie come sit on my wall
And read me the story of old
And tell it like you still believe
That the end of the century
Brings a change for you and me
Nothing unusual, nothing's changed
Just a little older that's all
You know when you've found it,
There's something I've learned
'Cause you feel it when they take it away
Something unusual, something strange
Comes from nothing at all
But I'm not a miracle and you're not a saint
Just another soldier on the road to nowhere
Amie come sit on my wall
And read me the story of old
And tell it like you still believe
That the end of the century
Brings a change for you and me
And Amie come sit on my wall
And read me the story of O
And tell it like you still believe
That the end of the century
Brings a change for you and me
i'm online at this wretched time desperately hoping someone will come online to talk to me. it's like 4 am and i figure i just need some conversation with anybody. obviously not those on my hate list. but yea. too bad everybody's sensible and asleep.
well since there's no one to talk to, i guess blogging's the next best thing huh. just discovered this new friendster-ish thing @ http://www.wholivesnearyou.com. what is does is basically locates your neighbour so you can stalk them and make them stalk you but putting brad pitt's pic as yr own profile pic. but anyway that's one interesting thing today.
the next interesting thing is that i slept from 5 pm to 9 pm. and then i went out. and now i'm here. 4 am. i'm waking up at 615 am to go to camp. now i detest camp. once again. it's always when i detest something that i need a good conversation to let the shit out of me. but well, nobody's here like i mentioned.
so i detest my ns life even though it's only like 8 more months to go. what a slow and stupid wait. 8 more months. next month's my birthday and we shall be left with 7. my brother's birthday and we shall be left with 6. christmas and we shall be left with. 3. hell no it's not the time left that's bugging me. i'm such a whiner about ns that i simply am a loser. as usual, call me choir ah gua but i don't care anyway. like some pple come up to me and 'hey u're from choir huh sing something lah' and they go 'la la la' in some tone deaf scale. like wtfffffff. the fact that i'm from choir is simply that. a FACT. i don't think there's anything weird or what. i am ah gua. let me be. don't piss me off when i've just heard bad news that hey, the royal land of brunei beckons to me once again in september, and here's the huge dread, from 16th to 24th december. just praying for a miracle that i won't have to go for the x'mas season one, but hey, what do those fools know? 'you don't wanna go brunei cos you need to sing? what kind of reason is that?' of course they don't know and they can't be bothered. end of the day all i'll get is, 'it's your job.' like hello do you guys think i'm bothered by this job. the nicer ones try to be nice by going 'but u'll be back on x'mas eve mah.' of course they don't understand. those freaks. pls don't expect me to have any gratitude for any of you freaks from the army, cos once i'm out all your numbers and contacts will be gone. forever. permanantly. i'll see no reason to act jovial in front of you and agree with yr stupid acts. and don't even bother inviting me for any 'ORD' function. you guys can eat shit and die.
the above hatred obviously doesn't extend to my fellow nsfs. but it obviously extends to a certain psychotic nsf whom i simply want to stab. i'm such a hypocrite.
okie half the hatred's gone. now i just need to do the stabbing part.
oh yea. i didn't realise that the bacardi i bought from dfs was 35% vol. alc. and drank it like it is.
the only ideas i had of bacardi's were the breezers which were simply not alcoholic!
help!
what do i mix it with!
well well. so i guess the highlight of my whole year 2004 has come and gone. this event which i've been anticipating and preparing for ever since the christmas of 2003 has just past/passed me by over the past 14 days. it'd be a lie to say that i didn't appreciate what happened and that i had much fun with everyone around me. and that didn't include only my clique of friends. it included everyone out there who gave their time and effort to allow us to clinch 2 gold medals and to get 2nd and 3rd placings. it sucks to lose, but i guess we didn't feel it as much until our own juniors won a category and well i sound simply selfish here but, it could have been us.
so we, the alumni of vjc and vs and everywhere else, participated in the 4th choir olympics as victoria chorale. it's quite a shame that like when others (not in the know about choir) ask how did you guys do, you reply with a sheepish 'oh we got 2 gold medals and 2nd and 3rd placings', half expecting them to seriously not know anything or think of our achievements as anything great. olympic medals in sports for singapore? maybe we'd snag 10 of those as a choir before one of our foreign imports get the glory for singapore on the sporting arena. i'm an avid sports fan too, but we've put singapore on the world map in choral singing. YET, they obviously can't be bothered. we're not even asking for a million bucks for our choir but i guess some recognition and some funding would do just fine.
but okay that's so besides the point. i've only been back home for 2 days and the whole 2 weeks have already become a daze in my mind simply labelled as 'choir olympics'. so i guess i don't have much of a recollection of it, just that everybody was happy. and i'm happy too. at least the order in the singapore choral scene is still right. i.e. we're tops. hahaha. till i remember anything more, don't bother reading my blog!
oh yea. everyone's going on about the 'i love my section thing.' so i guess i'll have to say it too lah. i love the tenores no matter how flat(in my case) or how sharp(in my sl's case) we go, no matter how many claps we miss (in my sl's case) , no matter how small our face can squeeze (in xuhao's face). i mean. we're special and we know it. hahahaha.
oh yea i think i've unofficially joined shopaholics anonymous man. spent like er. 1k there. on maybe less than 20 items. hrm.
dear friends. i am bringing my swimming trunks to germany. are you going to?
:: kiathy. 10:25 pm [+] ::
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:: Saturday, July 03, 2004 ::
Look What You've Done
by Jet
Take my photo off the wall if it just won't sing for you,
'Cause all that's left has gone away and there's nothing there for you to prove,
Oh, look what you've done, you've made a fool of everyone,
Oh well, it seemed like such fun until you lose what you had won
Ooh oo
Give me back my point of view 'cause I just can't think for you,
I can hardly hear you say, what should I do? Well you choose
Oh, look what you've done, you've made a fool of everyone,
Oh well, it seems like such fun until you lose what you had won,
Oh, look what you've done, you've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone,
A fool of everyone
Take my photo of the wall if it just won't sing for you,
'Cause all that's left has gone away and there's nothing there for you to do
Oh, look what you've done, you've made a fool of everyone,
Oh well, it seems like such fun until you lose what you had won,
Oh, look what you've done, you've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone,
A fool of everyone
:: kiathy. 11:07 am [+] ::
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