:: bachelor's notepad. ::

:: Tuesday, March 30, 2004 ::

k歌之王(国) - 陈奕迅

k歌之王：陈奕迅
曲：陈辉阳词：林夕

我以为要是唱的用心良苦，
你总会对我多点在乎。
我以为虽然爱情已成往事，
千言万语说出来可以互相安抚。
期待你感动，
真实的我们难相处。
写词的让我，
唱出你要的幸福。
谁曾经感动，
分手的关头才懂得。
离开排行榜更铭心刻骨。
我已经相信有些人我永远不必等，
所以我明白在灯火阑珊处为什么会哭。
你不会相信，
嫁给我明天有多幸福。
只想你明白，
我心甘情愿爱爱爱爱到要吐。
那是醉生梦死才能熬成的苦，
爱如潮水，
我忘了我是谁，
至少还有你哭。
我想唱一首歌给我们祝福，
唱完了我会一个人祝
我愿意试着了解从此以后。
拥挤的房间一个人的心有多孤独。
让我断了气铁了心爱的过火，
一回头就找到出路。
让我成为了无情的k歌之王。
麦克风都让我征服，
想不到你若无其事的说：
“这样滥情，何苦？”
我想来一个吻别作为结束，
想不到你只说我不许哭，
不该我领悟！

:: kiathy. 7:39 pm [+] ::
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what does sleeping from 7 pm to 630 am make you? me.

haven't had such a long sleep on a weekday since forever, but i didn't feel any less sleepy when i woke up today. well after visiting my own blog for the hundredth time, i realised that i haven't updated it since monday. but the only reason i'm updating it again now is because i've had a bad dream again.

well i slept nearly 12 hours so i had alot of time to dream. so i had one good dream and one disturbing one.

here's the disturbing one. i dreamt i was banished to hell. seriously. like all the way down down down and i didn't manage to redeem myself. until i started floating upwards again towards a better land. wonder what's wrong with my subconsciousness now. sigh.

and the bad dream i mentioned on monday was about ddg. and it was a little too real. hmm.

:: kiathy. 1:38 pm [+] ::
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i had 2 consecutive nightmares that i could remember last night.

one was really damn scary. the other was just. frightful.

hope i sleep better tonight.

goodnight everyone.

:: kiathy. 11:13 pm [+] ::
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oh i haven't told the whole world my klutz story. basically i keep banging into everything IN MY OWN HOME.

just yesterday after bathing while walking out of the bathroom i banged into the door hinge with my knee and now i've got a bruise because of that. like WHAT THE HELL. i'm just totally mis-aligned sometimes. and sometimes is too often for me because i bang into stuff an average of 5 times a month. and that's just in my own home.

is klutz the only way to describe me?

:: kiathy. 11:03 pm [+] ::
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just a random post i found on the internet..

You have a total of 430 days left for his National Service.
This record is updated on 15-Mar-2004.


oops. not so random afterall.

so 22nd march. 423 days left.


i'm driving myself nuts.

:: kiathy. 11:01 pm [+] ::
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dog or... dog?



pig more like it.

:: kiathy. 10:56 pm [+] ::
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Calling All Angels
by Train

I need a sign to let me know you’re here
All of these lines are being crossed over the atmosphere
I need to know that things are gonna look up
'Cause I feel us drowning in a sea spilled from a cup
When there is no place safe and no safe place to put my head
When you can feel the world shake from the words that I said

And I’m calling all angels
And I’m calling all you angels

And I won’t give up if you don’t give up
I won’t give up if you don’t give up
I won’t give up if you don’t give up
I won’t give up if you don’t give up

I need a sign to let me know you’re here
'Cause my TV set just keeps it all from being clear
I want a reason for the way things have to be
I need a hand to help build up some kind of hope inside of me

And I’m calling all angels
And I’m calling all you angels

When children have to play inside so they don’t disappear
While private eyes solve marriage lies cause we don't talk for years
And football teams are kissing queens and losing sight of having dreams
In a world where all we want is only what we want until it’s ours

And I’m calling all angels
And I’m calling all you angels
And I’m calling all angels
(I won’t give up if you don’t give up)
And I’m calling all you angels
(I won’t give up if you don’t give up)
Calling all you angels
(I won’t give up if you don’t give up)
Calling all you angels
(I won’t give up if you don’t give up)
Calling all you angels

:: kiathy. 4:50 pm [+] ::
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new link..

purpleanimal.

:: kiathy. 4:07 pm [+] ::
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just got back from some club.. it's 4.24 am already and i'm still awake cos i was trying to look for someone on friendster. but well here's some new bulletin i got..about personality and birth months. and here's mine.

AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring.
Brave and fearless.
Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to
console others. Too generous
and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself.
Thirsty for praises.
Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when
provoked. Easily jealous.
Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly.
Independent thoughts. Loves
to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented
in the arts, music and
defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor
resistance
against illnesses. Learns
to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and
caring. Loves to make
friends .

not everything there is true. i guess. but then which of it is true? i wonder too.

but anyway it wasn't an very interesting night at the club, just that i got almost drunk and started knocking into everyone around me on the dancefloor. my friends were quite amused by me. so were my friend's friends. endless swaying around amuses people huh..but well i guess i knocked too hard into this girl just beside me and now i totally regret that i wasn't very sober if not i'd have tried to known her. but she moved away anyway. i guess a swaying body was a turn off. :(.
but well that's how friendster's supposed to help right. hahaha.

:: kiathy. 4:27 am [+] ::
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i just caught the movie Infernal Affairs 3 on an original vcd i bought. well i've nothing to say about it.

why?

simply because i don't understand it. uh huh uh huh.

well it's been a few days since the last blog. my resolution on monday was to sleep early. and until today the 4th day of the week i've been sleeping at about midnight and waking up only after my dad/mum calls me to get up. yes you guessed it. until this day, when i'm just a few months shy of the big 2-0 in my number of years alive, i still happily rely on my parents as much as my friend relies on wanking. oops.

but well yeaps i'm not ashamed to say that my dad still drives me to camp everyday. 2 years ago for the past don't know how many years it was driving me to school. and now that i'm fcuking serving the country, he drives me to camp. of course camp and school are equal. not. pls. wake up yr bloody idea. they do not mean the same thing. i don't wear ugly green to school. actually i always thought my favourite color in life was green. those leafy kinda green. but the funny thing is i'm red-green colorblind. what's wrong with me?

but back to the point. my dad's a superdad who fetches me to camp everyday even though he can sleep for probably another hour or so (due to old age he can't sleep that long anymore). and my mum just wakes up even though she doesn't have to, to prepare breakfast for me. but nowadays she sleeps like a log more often than not. but i guess that's cos she's been doing it for the past 20 years or so for me and my younger bro.

well. i know my dad won't read this because he doesn't surf the internet. but thank you a million and here's a tribute to you.

may i earn big bucks sooner rather than later for you to retire. maybe i should contemplating signing on as an army regular to fulfill this aim. not. big bucks don't come in the army. they come from atm machines.

and the quote of the day is.. as quoted from a 4skin tee shirt.
fuck the army. make love. not war.

that should be our national campaign slogan now.. no? with the dying birth rates and everything, why not allow this option to us. get married by 18 and when u hit 18 u can get a 2 year fully paid holiday i.e. national service to make babies. the more babies you have within 2 years the higher yr rank, the higher yr pay. hmm hmm. magnificant.

the ladies out there would probably think i'm sick. but this is a blog geddit. nothing's meant to be taken seriously because i can edit anything i say out there. and if you think i'm thinking of a boot camp for couples to have sex all the time to procreate, you're wrong. orgies might work better.

and anyway there's such a thing called creative license anyway.

word of the day: procreate.

why am i getting all vulgar again. sigh.

:: kiathy. 11:44 pm [+] ::
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my new toy.

:: kiathy. 12:13 am [+] ::
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hmm well okay an update over the show. is it supposed to make one happy or sad huh.

:: kiathy. 7:46 pm [+] ::
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i think this is the theme song from my sassy girl..

I believe

i believe 当我在你家门口
下雨了你看了也会难过
i believe 你不说话的时候
也是一种其实你在回应我
虽然不曾说相信你正在懂
就算牵的不是我的手我不真的难过
不知道在高兴什么
你的笑容有时候也宁可当作你在为我加油
不知道在妄想什么
只告诉自己i believe你总会看到我
在某个时候想让你陪伴的是我
i believe 没有回应的时候
只不过正好你在电话中
i believe 语音信箱的沉默
也是一种其实你在倾听我
虽然不曾说相信你正在懂
就算牵的不是我的手我真的不难过
在一切之后留在你身边的是我
那延续太久的一时冲动
在你身后的独角戏聚光灯没亮过
怀疑是自己编造的内容
你从不真的认得我
只告诉自己i believe一定会有结果
在很久以后
留在你身边的是我

:: kiathy. 7:36 pm [+] ::
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first time ever i've caught a movie on my own in front of my computer. i think i'm just too bored. or i'm just trying hard to entertain myself. you know i find myself so satisfied and contented to just listen to my radio that's playing the whole day. just listening to the lyrics and all..sometimes they're good/bad/happy/sad. so they bring me through alot of emotions. which is rather cool. it keeps me calm anyway but i guess the apt word is CONTENTED.

but anyway i caught the korean romantic comedy My Sassy Girl. yes call me laggy or whatnot but i'm proud i've finally caught the film that was popular about 1 or 2 years back!

okay i shall continue my blog after having my dinner of home cooked porridge yum yum.

but ya as i was saying i finished the movie. actually i watched it over a span of one night and one day. and to say that i like it would be an understatement. it's like so cooooooool and so fairy tale. it's a dreamy fairytale but too bad it's only 7.20 pm, not exactly a time for me to dream it'll happen.

am i supposed to include a synopsis of what happened in the movie?

:: kiathy. 7:20 pm [+] ::
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i miss fish and co.

:: kiathy. 11:56 pm [+] ::
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hohoho. blog of the day. well seems like my friend is going a little bonkers over his life now. and it's beginning to affect me i guess. a little. little by little.

:: kiathy. 11:24 pm [+] ::
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Santa Monica
by Savage Garden

(Chorus)

But on the telephone line I am anyone,
I am anything I want to be
I could be a super model or Norman Mailer
And you wouldn't know the difference
On the telephone line I am any height,
I am any age I want to be
I could be a caped crusader, or space invader
And you wouldn't know the difference
Or would you?

Or would you?

:: kiathy. 11:34 pm [+] ::
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just got a call from somebody who got the wrong number. which reminded me of this tale a long time ago, when i was still in my very young teens, when i spoke to someone on the phone for a neat 10 mins or so, only realising that he had dialled the wrong number when he mentioned a caning that happened in class today. how dumb.

:: kiathy. 10:08 am [+] ::
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from the straits times.

A-level results to be released Friday

THE 2003 A-Level examination results will be released on Friday, exactly a week after O-level results, were released, the Ministry of Education (MOE) announced on Tuesday.

Students can collect their results from their junior colleges or schools after 2.30 pm on that day.
Private candidates will receive their results in the mail, but can also check the MOE website after 2.30pm that day.



wow. it's been a year already.

:: kiathy. 1:18 am [+] ::
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sia lah.





Which Royalty Are You? Find out! By Nishi.

:: kiathy. 1:02 am [+] ::
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well i think i've just attained another point of self realisation.

since i talk most of the time in a conversation with someone else, i might as well talk to myself.

true huh.

thanks to my buddy ahtong.

:: kiathy. 12:25 am [+] ::
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i never used to believe much in horoscopes and zodiacs and what not. but why do some seem so accurate? i think it's the fact that only SOME work that caused me not to believe in such shit. but well the previous post provides a rather accurate picture of myself. so to know me better you could reach that whole chunk of stuff..

but well. i don't believe in daily horoscopes because i believe those predictions happen because people allow them to happen, or people make them happen. as in if you read somewhere that 'romance is in the air' i guess u might go out of the way to think of romance when there're any chances of it. and like 'you'll have luck in lottery' you'll probably buy more than usual and thus increase yr chances of striking it big. and when you strike it big the horoscope would have worked, but you actually increased the probability of the horoscope working by increasing the probability of you making it happen.

well just food for thought tonight. i'm sleepy.

i just like the zodiac descriptions i posted below alot.

:: kiathy. 10:36 pm [+] ::
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about me.

Leo is the sign of the Lion, the King of the Zodiac. Leo people have big warm personalities and you tend to stand out in a crowd. You love to be at the centre of attention and you are at your most entertaining when you have an appreciative audience. In your personal relationships love is at the very top of your priorities. And since there is nothing more sad than an unloved Leo, you must never settle for second best. You are unlikely ever to be short of company, as your generosity, courage and loyalty win you plenty of followers. You have a talent for creativity and bold self-expression. You hate to be ignored or sidelined in any way, but sometimes you need to make space for other people's egos. You have a tendency to 'take over', and no doubt at times you have been accused of being too bossy or selfish. This is because you are a natural organiser, and the inefficiency of others can drive you crazy. Leos have to learn patience and subtlety. Professionally you are at your best either working for yourself, or being 'Top Cat' in a successful enterprise.

now for the moon sign.

Pisces is the sign of the two fish swimming in opposite directions. It's a water sign, and water is associated with feelings and instinct. Moon in Pisces is exceptionally sensitive, and can border on the psychic if well placed in the horoscope. You need a creative outlet such as art, music or writing. Day-to-day self-expression is not always sufficient. Pisces is the sign of symbiosis, so your personal relationships are often characterised by the 'urge to merge'. You need to steer clear of those who insist upon keeping you at arm's length. At the same time there is a danger of losing yourself in your partner; of becoming too vulnerable, and you need to hold on to your own sense of 'self' and identity. Conflict is alien to your nature and you are quick to seek an escape route and swim away. You tend to opt for flight, not fight. But escapism through daydreaming, drugs or alcohol needs to be kept under strict control. The calming influence of the sea (or lakes) is a balm to your soul in times of trouble.

hmm.

:: kiathy. 10:27 pm [+] ::
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hey woah just checked out the oscar's results and Lord of the Rings totally swept everything.

check this out..

Lord of the Rings dominates Oscars

LOS ANGELES - It was a big night for Middle Earth.

Peter Jackson has, as everyone expected, scooped up the Academy Award for directing for his film, The Lord of the Rings: Return of the King, which also bagged the Best Picture award.

The blockbuster, the third and final part in a trilogy based on J. R. R. Tolkien's books, took 11 awards in all, including those for Best Song, Best Makeup to Best Art Direction, Best Visual Effects as well as Best Sound Mixing.

woah. brb.
It was a clean sweep - the film won in every single one of the categories in which it was nominated. In showbiz history, only two other films have managed this: Gigi in 1958 and The Last Emperor (1987), who bagged nine awards each.

like wow. and Charlize Theron made it to the Best Actress Award. she's like how different from the look she portrays in Monster, with her role as a lesbian serial killer.

:: kiathy. 7:25 pm [+] ::
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a little girlie. but bumped into it so decided on it.

:: kiathy. 6:32 pm [+] ::
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hello little world who bothers to read my blog.

is there any place that sells inspiration? i don't think so. they don't come in cans nor do they come in packs. so where do we get it from. how do you feel really inspired anyway. isn't it just a term when an idea strikes? isn't that called an idea instead of an inspiration. well.

anyway i've been really smiley lately. like i'm smiling at every little thing, every little thing and every little thing. isn't it so that smiling supposedly uses less muscles than frowning, and releases more toxins or whatever you call them so it actually benefits you? i guess that's the only thing that's driving me to smile more. or the fact that smiling can actually make me feel more light hearted and not so sunken.

so i've started smiling when people sing really weird notes at choir. smiling when my superiors try to explain stuff to me/tick me off. smiling when i'm conversing even on the phone. that seems rather perverse but i think it makes a difference in the conversation? smiling smiling smiling. but now i'm not.

smiling may make me seem happy but i guess smiling just helps to try make one happy. yes?

but no lah i'm not sad. :).

:: kiathy. 6:20 pm [+] ::
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