:: bachelor's notepad. ::

:: Sunday, February 29, 2004 ::

another one.. this one features in the swatch advert.

Something About You
by Five For Fighting

I don't know where to begin
I don't know how to get out there to see you
I don't know where to dig in
I don't how to get in there...to feel you

It's been too long and I'm about to be in time for me
It's been too long and I'm in time

Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that

I never thought I would win
I never thought much about that
(It's been a long time coming)
I never stopped to begin
Thinking about the process
(It's been a long time coming)

It's been too long and I'm about to be in time for me
It's been too long and I'm in time

Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold that

And I'm going to be there.... be there...... alright

I don't know where to begin
I don't know how to get out there to see you

Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that

It's been a long time coming
I'm going to hold on to that

:: kiathy. 3:52 pm [+] ::
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hmm. another cool song. but it's censored on singapore radio so all the fucks have been removed from what u've heard on radio. i'm too lazy to remove them here though so toooo bad if u can't stand vulgarities then bugger off.

I Don't Want You Back
by Eamon

(woh, oh, no no no)

Verse 1:
See I don't know why
I liked you so much
I gave you all of my trust
I told you I loved you
Now that's all down the drain
You put me through a pain
I wanna let you know how I feel

(chorus 2x)
Fuck what I said it don't mean shit now
Fuck the presents mine is well gone now
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you you hoe, I dont want you back

Verse 2
You though you could
Keep this shit from me yeah
You burnt bitch I heard this story
You played me
You even gave him head
Now your asking for me back
Your just abother act
Look elsewhere cause your done with me

(Chorus 2x)

ohh ohh uh huh yeah (4x)

Verse 3:
You questioned, did I care?
You can ask anyone
I even said you were my great one
Now it's over
But I do mean what I said
It hurts me oh bad
I can't swear that cause I love the hoe

(chorus 1x)

oh oh uh huh yeah (11x)

:: kiathy. 3:34 pm [+] ::
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okay i'm back after this hiatus of a few days. basically the past few days have been boring, just that i've been spending time in the gym during lunch time, hoping that gymming can help me replace the exercise since i've discovered that i can't run consecutive days or else my ankle'd hurt. but anyway gymming's really fun and like the first few times it seems like my muscles are coming out a little, but soon you just realise that it's not that easy man. i'm too tired everyday. haha. trying to have some form of triceps now. hope it develops soon.

but anyway was supposed to catch the movie big fish but didn't, ended up looking at this pretty young thing at a coffee joint instead. she was dressed to kill, but guess what happened when she sat down, books started appearing and she started appearing to study. like woah brains and brawn eh.

then i brought my friends to this nice place to chill out. now it seems like many of my friends are bringing their own friends there, soon it'll get populated and we'll have a whole friendster network existing there, which'll render the place lousy to chill out.

and anyway just came back from a club. i'm kinda sober but high. i'm not drunk, i know what i'm doing, but i just can't walk straight. that caused me to trip over and bump into a dustbin and now i've a damn swollen shin. this sucks. and i got my contact lens poked out of my right eye. like HUH. but it was fun. expensive though.

well this week's been one of highs and lows. you know what i mean.

oh yea check out my new nickname.

:: kiathy. 3:31 am [+] ::
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do NOT watch something's gotta give. it is MINE.

no seriously i wouldn't recommend that show that stars jack nicholson, whom i think is really adorable, and diane keaton, i dono who the hell she is anyway but ya she's a star, unless you're interested in:

1) old man-old woman porn. nope they didn't show anything explicit but from the orgasmic looks and screams they had we managed to figure out they were having sex.

2) my-bf-becomes-my-dad kind of stories. because that's exactly what happens.

3) my-doctor-is-my love rival-competing-for-the-love-of-a-50+year-old-woman-problem-is-he's-30+ kind of stories. because that's what happens too! and the doc in question is our dear saviour in the matrix movies, mr keanu reeves. like what a turn on is that.

4) u're interested in any of the above.

but well so i went for this 10 pm movie which was really a last hour arrangement, went for supper at which everyone paid for whatever food they ordered for us, so thanks to eugene for his $10 stingray i'll make sure you order that again next time, while i paid $4 for dim sum, my friend ahtong paid $6 for some noodles and my outcasted friend paying maybe er $2 for iced milo, or DINO BABIES as he calls them.

and i was attempting to talk on the phone to some pple without using a handsfree set. my handsfree is REALLY screwedup. screw nokia, i just sent my stuff in for repair and they found nothing wrong with the handsfree.

so i slept at like 3+. woah. till 6+. woke up all groggy and all but managed to rest alot in camp doing nothing much today leaving at 4 pm and finding out a new, i think faster, way to get home. thankful 2 days i've had. may more fun come about.

:: kiathy. 8:46 pm [+] ::
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wow this is damn cool.

an error page.

thanks to uncle jimmy.

:: kiathy. 7:46 pm [+] ::
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oh yea. i have a foto album too!

check it out.

it's now under my links too. under self.indulgence.

:: kiathy. 5:49 pm [+] ::
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wah i'm damn bored. sunday sunday sunday. i woke up a little too late (1.30pm) to catch my camp mates at east coast park for rollerblading. so i've been bumming around at home since then, just eating sitting around and doing 40 pathetic push ups.

well yesterday was mr. mysterious's birthday. he's hit the big TWO - o . so he's officially two lah. i'll be two in alot of months' time so it doesn't matter. happy birthday to you outcasted. i think he was quite disappointed when i said i only bought him an apple ipod and flashed out a real edible apple instead. well we are nice people so we actually bought him a nice red crumpler bag. but end of the day he treated us to dinner so that sorta paid for his gift + cake.

my parents were argue-ing like mad yesterday morning, that's why i didn't get a good sleep at all. woke up at 6 am thinking i had to go to camp. and at 8 am cos they were so noisy. so the whole of yesterday was again the thought of 'shit they're going to leave each other some day.' so that got me a little down. and i got sick as in true sick not some fake sick and felt sick all the way on the bus ride to siglap. so i tried desperately to sing properly for choir prac but failed miserably lah. and i didn't bring my antibiotics out so i was getting quite irked by myself. but of course i survived and now i'm here blogging on this beautiful boring sunday. well we had cafe cartel for dinner within 40 mins and then went off to starbucks for post prac makan. which was about 10+. supposed to catch a movie but didn't because all of them were showing at 11+ and i wasn't feeling that awake anyway..

well to movies. i'd like to think of myself as a movie fanatic but i think to qualify as a movie fanatic you'd have to watch loads of movies. but i haven't. so i'm a non-qualified self-declared movie fanatic. as in i love watching movies at cinemas. but i need comedy nowadays i just feel like laughing out loud really and that hasn't been happening alot. i caught along came polly on friday though. it was not very good and to think about it in retrospect, it actually was kinda sucky. but it was great getting to a cinema again after about 3 weeks out of one.

okay back to my parents. so i was quite down and all but to my surprise when i woke up this morning my mum was cooking curry and was like 'cook abit of curry for yr dad'. pleasantly shocked seriously. well. i don't know how to confront my parents' problems but i don't wish to experience them in my future life. of which we shall go on to the next topic.

love is blahblahblah. right? wrong. i've been thinking hmm. why'd anyone settle for someone like this when there are better ones out there? i can't answer that mann i think i'm still not mature enough i guess. my mum asked me whether i was attached this morning anyway and i'm obviously not. but my mum's funny so she asked whether i've been talking to girls recently so i said yes if not i'd be gay right and she said 'ya if i talk to girls i also les..les what huh' lesbian.

:: kiathy. 5:18 pm [+] ::
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yup anyway i'm trying to get back to v day here but i guess it seems like it's damn long ago so there's no point posting bout it. but anyway i think i shall lah. i spent my night in this ah beng club where majority of the patrons were ah bengs and ah lians who bounced around thinking they were dancing and making sounds/chants like 'oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh'. if you thought that was erotic nah it's not it's damn off i can demo it to you if you ever ask me nicely.

yup but anyway tried the flaming drink thing which was not bad. almost got drunk within the first half hour. that's all.

i think the dinner before that was kinda more enjoyable, spending it in a chinese restaurant having nice chinese food and fiona xie right in front of me. okay kinda left in front of me, not the right. she's pretty and she's hot but she spoke with an american accent and was out with this primary school kid. why didn't she have a date on v day?! seems like our lives are comparable afterall.

after that me and my friends sat around and chilled out. supposedly. it was a nice feeling to just sit and enjoy the night and the breeze and everything although 2 of them probably were desperate to go off and just sat there to entertain me. wellwell.

here's my v day post. how dud.

:: kiathy. 12:15 am [+] ::
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hey i usually hate limp bizkit and it's not because they're the answer to the riddle of 'what's a gingerbread man without a leg called' but i kinda like this song it's cool and it's non vulgar and with no screaming and all. nice.


Behind Blue Eyes
by Limp Bizkit

No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes

And no one knows what it's like
To be hated
To be fated to telling only lies

But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscious seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free
No one knows what it's like
To feel these feelings
Like I do, and I blame you (you...you...you)

No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain woe
Can show through (through...through)

But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscious seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free

Discover L-I-M-P say it
Discover L-I-M-P say it
Discover L-I-M-P say it
Discover L-I-M-P say it
Discover

No one knows what it's like
To be mistreated
To be defeated
Behind blue eyes (blue eyes...blue eyes)
And no one know how to say
That they're sorry and don't worry
I'm not telling lies (lies...lies)

But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscious seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free

No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes

Ah...ah...ah...ah...ah...ah...ah

All the clouds
Oh they're gray
I'll stay if you go away
Concrete, tall as the sky
Movement, passing me by
And the blush
What a rush
Reminice
Cold crush
Next door, ear to the wall
All the tension, wait for the call

I wish, I wish
I wish, it was
All that easy
I wish, I wish
I wish, it was
All that easy

:: kiathy. 12:10 am [+] ::
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alrite. recap for v day. aiya i'm too tired.

:: kiathy. 11:06 pm [+] ::
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yay no need to organize bash to raise funds alreadee! ~LoOnEyWhoo~ says:
SHUDDUP LAE

yay no need to organize bash to raise funds alreadee! ~LoOnEyWhoo~ says:
idiot

:: kiathy. 11:04 pm [+] ::
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today is valentine's day. as in it is now past 12 am already so it's officially 14th feb 2004. some might say it's a damn commercialised day where presents and everything else that costs big bucks rule the day. but honestly i don't think so. i think it's a great day to just show love blahblahblah to yr other party. well that is if you DO have the other party.

for the others like me. well. the other party has yet to drop from the sky. so we shall wait and feel sad. so that's it man.

happy valentine's the whole wide world out there. except me!

:: kiathy. 12:34 am [+] ::
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okay i sort of take back my words the black eyed peas' cd isn't that bad afterall. maybe just the first song was not a good song to start with, because honestly after a week of buying the cd this is the first time i've heard it entirely. so overall it's not bad not really all sex/violence just that i happened to only listen to those songs.

and cos of this i realise that i have many cds which i haven't listened to entirely. gee.

:: kiathy. 11:43 pm [+] ::
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scream. now.

pop art? or lame art. u decide.

:: kiathy. 12:17 am [+] ::
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impulsive buy of the month - black eyed peas' elephunk.

honestly, besides the 3 tracks of hey mama, shut up and the by-now-a-classic where is the love, i don't like the rest of the cd at all. it's all about sexy girls, sex and more sexy girls. urgh. anyway wants to buy it for 13-15 bucks? newly bought this week.

:: kiathy. 6:01 pm [+] ::
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nice pics? haha.

:: kiathy. 12:42 am [+] ::
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blurred me.

:: kiathy. 12:39 am [+] ::
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embossed me.

:: kiathy. 12:32 am [+] ::
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hello i'm back again! my outcasted friend is really trying to be funny, just like my other friend ahtong, whose link has been removed eons ago. she's also always trying to be funny with her 6 toilet bowls in her house. that's why she's called matong but of course we affectionately call her ahtong. it's all a lie actually. but well this lie has lasted throughout our friendship. :)).

oh yea have i told the world today that from tomorrow onwards i'm going on my no-lunch diet with a running regime thrown in. well okay it's not a regime as in i'll still not run some day but so far i've ran on saturday and today i'm so proud of myself really. just so motivated this time because i know if i don't tone up my body i won't even get a valentine's day date next year. so a v-day date next year is my motivation for running this year. even before this year's v day has past.

but anyway v day is a special day for everyone of us. not. i'll be having romantic choir practice that day and after that a romantic trip on the bus home alone. where's the fairy god mother to save all the lonely souls like me like me like me!

okay today i broke out into the song 'put your head on my shoulders' again. the michael buble one. that 'put your head on my shoulders' mood is a little coming back but then i'm really very happy at the same time so the song 'don't worry be happy' mood is also in me. it's a little mix of both. i wonder why.

and have i told the whole world that i'm actively back on irc msging idiots who're willing to talk to me and who i'm interested in talking to? how off !!as quoted by a friend).

oops i think i've told the whole world already.

well that's enough for today sayonara adios.

can you sense the happiness in me?!

:: kiathy. 11:28 pm [+] ::
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hahahaha. hello hello. since my good friend says i need to start blogging for him to continue blogging and entertaining us with his sinful load of rubbish, i'm back.

it's been a week since i've last blogged, and am i glad to say and announce to the whole world or simply the small world who reads my blog that, nothing new has happened!

well here's just an update of my life. i'm basically doing nothing after camp every day besides staying home and coming online or going out. and the former's what occupies the majority of the week. i don't recall going out the past week at all. well here's the 2nd part of my post today, i'm so bored that when i'm online i'm actually going onto irc to chat with freaks. well maybe not freaks but yes i'm back on irc chatting to strangers again after a hiatus of what, 5 years?

yes i know everyone will be thinking 'damn this guy is so desperate' or 'damn this guy is damn off' but well if you actually think so would you kindly care to help me by talking to me more on weekdays? if not then shuddup just shuddup shuddup. :). if you think that you simply can't be bothered, then i have this quotable quote to offer you - it's mind over matter: i don't mind cause you don't matter. :).

but well over this past week i've discovered the existance of the asian icon of the new century, WILLIAM HUNG. this guy totally rocks my world and bangs the hell out of every girl. well basically he's someone from American Idol 3, which i've just started catching recently, as the world knows i don't watch tv. yes yes you might think i'm a freak but who cares, i'm genuine, not a pirated freak. just check out the page linked to him and u'll understand.

someone just suggested that this whole william hung affair was actually planted by the producers of the show. it never struck me until yesterday. but well we'll never know yea.

okay this is chinless signing off today.

outcasted. continue yr entertainment okay. just don't get too personal with ahem.

:: kiathy. 10:45 pm [+] ::
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