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:: Tuesday, December 31, 2002 ::

nice? :).

:: kiathy. 12:31 am [+] ::
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hellos hellos. after the unveiling of my masterpiece as pictured below, i have decided to unleash my literary works on the world.
unfortunately, due to some unforeseen circumstances, my works have been stolen. therefore, i would need time to think of new masterpieces for the world to appreciate.

ahem. hi world. it's like new year's eve now, and pardon me for feeling nostalgic for the past few days, for i feel i am about to launch into another bout of nostalgia again. but honestly, i dun feel nostalgic about the past year at all. not currently i guess. for my tears of sentiments have all been shed below. hahaha. sounds like a joke. oh well!
today - as in 30th december 2002 - i did something(s) stupid. like go to tampines. then to parkway. then to tampines again. to town. and to parkway. and i live nowhere near those places. :).

:: kiathy. 12:27 am [+] ::
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oh i submitted that drawing for a US University application.

:: kiathy. 12:57 am [+] ::
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as all can see by the above drawing, done by me, i cannot draw for nuts.
but i continue to do so at the expense of my dignity. in order to cheer myself or others up. and provide some entertainment.
fun right.
keep on drawing.

:: kiathy. 12:48 am [+] ::
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hallo. this is an update. hahahaha. :).

:: kiathy. 2:03 am [+] ::
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i've decided not to apply to universities in the states. i wonder if this decision will kill my future. but i'm going to take the tried and tested path. go to a university here. and get a job. i want to work in a corporation. not in the government. so i guess it's okay if i really get blacklisted by psc and am not allowed to apply for anymore psc scholarships.
but i feel much happier this way. haha.

:: kiathy. 5:26 pm [+] ::
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hallo hallo. my friend(s) have been very encouraging. saying my blog is entertaining. though i guess it's probably some sort of last-choice entertainment. like 'oh i have nothing to do now. let's read muthu's blog.' u know. and i know it too. :).
so since i've received some form of encouragement to update my blog regularly, i'll attempt to do so until i enlist.
but first i shall start with something not so nice. not so nice to me i guess.
today i met an old friend. ok i saw an old friend. then in the end i didn't get to meet the old friend. because. so i felt quite sad. yeaps. that's all. of course there's a story. to be told some other time. :).
then i went to play pool. actually today i felt quite happy. i dono why. but referring to the above. i think my life is gonna be filled with regrets.
next i went for choir farewell. and i actually cleared my pighole. sort of. i left andrew's stuff there for whoever's taking over my mess. or andrew's mess actually. so that was my afternoon.
in the evening i went for choir farewell. like last year, i cried when we ended. this time it was my turn. i'm no longer a jc student. and i'm no longer in the vjchoir. as i said to one or two, you'll still see me around in the choir room, just that u won't see me in the mornings and afternoons to always talk cock with you. 'that's the part that will be missed.' i guess that's the biggest. i really really am gonna miss school. not the studying. the whole school environment. so simple. just going to school and being funny to everyone and laughing the day away. that's really nice. treasure it.
oh well. i think i'm gonna be a bachelor. i'm 18 and unattached. so sad.

:: kiathy. 1:58 am [+] ::
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okay i'm back already. finally. wow.
it's been like. 18 days. nearly 3 weeks i've been back from prague. and i haven't updated my blog since then.
why? because nothing much has happened within these 3 weeks. i haven't packed my room. i haven't change my look. i haven't known new people. that's why. but. i have been going out alot more. that's also why this blog hasn't been updated.
so i've been waking up at noon. going out at 1. coming home at 1. that kind of life. though i dun exactly know what i do in between those hours. it just seems like endless sitting down and walking about and singing.
carolling's over. so merry christmas to all.
tomorrow officially my life as a vjchoir member will end. as in. byebye. expired. adios. it'll be sad i think. i hope lah. if i don't feel sad at farewell then maybe something's wrong. haha. i wonder how it'll feel not to go back to school. and having to go to ns. now to think about it, it's really quite scary. why am i not going back to school on 2nd jan? it's a funny feeling. and i'll need to get used to it. sigh.
anyway. i've updated. yay.

:: kiathy. 9:22 pm [+] ::
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woooooooooooooooops i'm back.

:: kiathy. 10:33 pm [+] ::
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this time it's for real. it's over.
ah. haha. actually i feel good. tomorrow i'm flying off to prague. and i'll be away for the next 10 days. but i can't post as much as my good friend ah tong can. so i won't be able to post 10 days' worth of stuff anyway.
but i guess if i just keep at it, this post will seem like 10 days' worth of stuff, cos i've posted very little the past 10 days anyway. makes sense? sure does. :).
so i'm going there. and i'm gonna try to get some pple some surprises. so all of you out there. wait and hope.
anyway. i'm no longer a jc kid. this feels very old here. i mean when i was in sec sch and went on to jc. it seemed like, big.
then now i'm not even a sch student anymore. in about 2 months i'll be a soldier. woah. that sounds very old.
and today's like the last time i'm ever gonna don a school uniform anymore. unless i end up in ITE next year of course. but that's not the point. i'll only end up in ITE after march next year. that's when the results appear. but who cares. by then i'll be having a uniform haircut and be looking dark and dorky. that's more significant.
ok i can't try anymore. 10 days later. i'll be back.

:: kiathy. 11:51 pm [+] ::
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guess what. it's sort of over.

:: kiathy. 11:07 pm [+] ::
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figured out i'd post more since i'm quite free.
i don't love counting days. it just comes naturally. like. how many days to this how many days to that. guess it gives me a sense of purpose in life. just like how i get pass my life via the big events.
so the next big event is prague.
ok i've got nothing more. ah.

:: kiathy. 1:22 am [+] ::
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my contact lens went to the back of my eye.
thankfully it came out after i bathed.
really.

:: kiathy. 1:05 am [+] ::
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actually i wanted to make some new year resolutions. but i figured it's too early. and then i figured that i have no resolutions to make.
in about 7 days' time i'll end my a lvls. they're currently the biggest thing in my life so far. after that i'm going to prague with the choir. the choir will be the biggest thing in my life then. and then i'll be back on the 6th of december. 7th december is tracy ho's wedding. i hope i won't suffer from jet lag then.
after that i'll be occupied with carolling. in no time, christmas day will be here and it'll seem like the whole year has gone by with the new year celebrations next. and in 20 days. i'll be reporting to pulau tekong for my ns enlistment.
it really seems a short time. and i can't believe how fast it's all gonna be. if i add everything up, it's about. 7 + 10 + 25 + 20 days and i'm off to ns. wow.
christmas is a time to give and share. and to fall in love. oops. that's a little far fetched.
but well. i'll tackle the a's first.
welcome to my world. :).

:: kiathy. 11:11 pm [+] ::
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i have a picture of a demented turtle on my hand.
but it's fading away.
i hope it fades away soon and not penetrate my skin and cause me skin poisoning. :).
anyway. beautiful monday.

:: kiathy. 1:51 pm [+] ::
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hello hello!
today is a sunday and i'm glad to know that i'm still feeling well and relaxed.
everything seems to revolve around my books now. like. physics and chem.
so i have physics and chem left to mug.
yupyup. but i'm a happy man.

:: kiathy. 11:30 am [+] ::
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hello hello!
it's over it's over it's over!
0 + 4 + 2 = 6
6 days to go.

:: kiathy. 8:59 pm [+] ::
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2 + 4 + 2 = 8.
only 8 days to go.

:: kiathy. 11:42 pm [+] ::
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hello world!
today's a's were quite f-ed up!
whoooops.
anyway. i have. 4 + 4 + 2 days of exams in total.
now i have 3 + 4 + 2 days of exams left.
i'll be happy. :).

:: kiathy. 9:31 pm [+] ::
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hello. haven't posted for long long long. so i've decided to entertain everyone again. i hope.
sometimes i always try to think of serious issues to post here, but most of the time the serious issues don't occur to me when i'm online. but today i think something's come up.
actually no lah. hahaha.
oops.
a levels are in 3 days' time. i am freaking out.
but anyway. back to the serious issue.
yea.
um.
hmm.
it's slipped my mind.

:: kiathy. 11:20 pm [+] ::
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dead blog.

:: kiathy. 9:56 pm [+] ::
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i guess my blog's really boring because it seems i've no issue to talk about.
c'mon. bombard me with something.

:: kiathy. 10:15 pm [+] ::
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hello i think my blog's dead already hahaha.
happy halloween.
in a month's time i'll be in prague. enjoying the winter there.
oh how i wish i wish i wish.

:: kiathy. 10:15 pm [+] ::
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fear factor 2.

woah.

:: kiathy. 9:32 pm [+] ::
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eugene pls remove the ghost pic from yr blog or else i'll never visit it again.

:: kiathy. 2:26 pm [+] ::
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i'm gonna get my winter clothes now.
i really really hope we get to go.
okays.
ta.

:: kiathy. 2:26 pm [+] ::
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i've just been told that this blog sounds like it's written by a lonely, depressed person.
am i?
hmm.
i'm bored.
nowadays there's nothing much to say nor do. nor blog about.
i'll be back.

:: kiathy. 1:34 am [+] ::
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readme.

anyways. hello hello! :).

:: kiathy. 11:35 pm [+] ::
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yea like something just came to me.
i see life as a battlefield. i fight a war all my life.
i just fought a battle with the dentist.
tomorrow i'm gonna fight a battle with larry.
then i'm gonna fight the a's.
and finally i'm going rest during x'mas.

:: kiathy. 6:02 pm [+] ::
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hello hello.
this shall be the post of the day.
i just went to crown my tooth. now there's this temporary fake tooth there that doesn't taste/feel like one at all.
i've just blown 350 bucks for a tooth. what's the world coming to now.

:: kiathy. 5:54 pm [+] ::
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oh this is me too!

:: kiathy. 9:47 pm [+] ::
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yos.
i just had a disaster of a chem prac today.
just like the physics prac i had.
if this sets the tone for the upcoming a lvls, i'm going to nus arts and soci :)
my leg still hurts. what if i don't get to do ns and end up as a clerk.
oh we don't have a guy sop anymore. apparently they couldn't find a gown for him. that's why.

psst.
disclaimer: all the above are written and thought of by me. ie. author's rights. so u could either choose to believe or not to believe.

:: kiathy. 9:44 pm [+] ::
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this is me.

:: kiathy. 1:08 am [+] ::
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i just read a contradiction on my blog.

i hope nobody finds out who i am.
:: world peace. 10:35 PM [+] ::
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yet i'm inviting pple to join my small community. am i a walking contradiction?

:: kiathy. 10:59 pm [+] ::
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i've carolled for 3 years and i'm still not sick of it. memories of these events still live strongly in my mind. though they're all in a huge chunk know as 'carolling'.
I WANNA ADD TO THAT CHUNK THIS YEAR. SOON.

:: kiathy. 2:45 pm [+] ::
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oh i'm back.

:: kiathy. 2:43 pm [+] ::
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i'm really bored. so i shall attempt to come up with some post.
today i woke up at about 9 am. saw the clock. and went back to sleep. then my alarm went off at 11 am. i woke up. turned it off. and went back to sleep again. eventually i got up at 1 pm.
after that i had lunch. i had chicken rice for lunch. it had about 5 pieces of meat with 2 pieces being three-quarter bones. i don't think i can eat bones. why the hell do they still sell bones then. i wonder i wonder.
then now i'm here. after completing half my chemistry prac revision.
how am i going to do.oh i wonder too.
may x'mas come soon.

:: kiathy. 2:42 pm [+] ::
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hello hello. the world is so sad now. like everyday the newspapers have something to do with bombings and shootings and such. there's no more funny, entertaining news anymore. i wish things would get better next year. right now, 'world peace' doesn't sound that bimbotic afterall.

:: kiathy. 2:18 pm [+] ::
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hmm. this is a rant.
today's physics prac was so. i don't know how to put it.
honestly it seems like there's nothing wrong with it. but deep inside me i think something screwed up.
so well. i'm not mad enough to spew vulgarities here. but i'm still pissed. weird.
oh well.
i figure i need a decent conversation with people after my a's. or decent conversations with many many pple. i've not had one for ages. i'm a boar.

:: kiathy. 9:24 pm [+] ::
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i hope nobody finds out who i am.

:: kiathy. 10:35 pm [+] ::
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we've got a guy sop this year.
fit him into a gown i say. :).

:: kiathy. 10:34 pm [+] ::
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i am so bored.
i am too friendly ah. haha.

:: kiathy. 4:32 pm [+] ::
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hello hello.
today is sunday. tomorrow is physics prac.
i went to the temple to pray for my exams.
thank you.

:: kiathy. 4:32 pm [+] ::
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woo. i've got the tag board thing i've always wanted. cool huh.
and amazingly. arsenal's lost. WOOHOO.

:: kiathy. 12:02 am [+] ::
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oh i wish i could get my driving license too.
i keep dreaming that i'm driving my dad's car. at fast speeds. and trying desperately not to bang into the curbs.
but i still wish i could get my driving license.

:: kiathy. 12:38 pm [+] ::
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hello. i am back. :).
i slept at. late. late. yesterday. i was just told i sound monotonous here. do i?
i think i do.
hahahahahaha.
anyway. italy lost. and england drew. cannot make it. !.
okay i think this is rather fun. i wanna say stuff but i can't think of any to say.
hohoho. seeya.

:: kiathy. 12:37 pm [+] ::
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clickme.

:: kiathy. 4:16 pm [+] ::
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cool huh.
thanks to dilbert.

:: kiathy. 3:31 pm [+] ::
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that's me. :).

:: kiathy. 3:28 pm [+] ::
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oh i'm so girl.
i have 3 weeks left to the a lvls. am i afraid? yes i am.
i am attempting to study now. today i will. yes i will, not shall. finish my macro problems. not that i have big big problems anyway. i have small ones.

:: kiathy. 2:58 pm [+] ::
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Which Peanuts Character Are You Quiz

:: kiathy. 2:57 pm [+] ::
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i am 46,438 weeks old.

:: kiathy. 9:54 pm [+] ::
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emode.
Your Emotional IQ is 122.

This number is the result of a formula based on how many questions you answered correctly on Emode's Emotional IQ test. But your Emotional IQ score is much more than just a number: it's an indicator of success.

Research has shown that people with high emotional intelligence scores — not necessarily those with the highest IQ scores — tend to be the most valued and productive employees and have the longest and happiest romantic relationships.

So, where are you most emotionally smart? Your test results show that your strongest suit is emotional management — how much you let your emotions affect the world around you.

This is not to say, however, that emotions never contribute to your decisions. At times the emotions you are having are appropriate guides for your actions. And with your keen sense of emotional management, you'll know when and where to base decisions upon them.

Research indicates that if people who are strong emotional managers can work to increase their overall emotional IQ score, they can prepare themselves to handle any interpersonal exchange with amazing skill — especially by learning to be empathetic of others and by being able to express what it is they are feeling or trying to say.

:: kiathy. 9:53 pm [+] ::
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everyone's getting that comments thing. so i shall have one too.
:).

:: kiathy. 12:19 pm [+] ::
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i am back. the esplanade was cool.
openhouse was a tad boring.
my knee hurts.
how?

today is sunday and i'm up earlier than my bro. which is quite amazing. it's 12.05 pm now.
i just had breakfast.

:: kiathy. 12:06 pm [+] ::
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oh. farewell assembly liao.
so many pple i wanna know all no chance liao.
how?

:: kiathy. 11:02 pm [+] ::
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hello. i've gotten my enlistment date.
i'm going to pulau tekong on the 20th january 2003. and will be back out into this world only 8th february 2003.
how sad huh. :).
i'm like the earliest to enlist leh for the january people.
i wasn't home yesterday. i was at ngiam's house.
we had no orgy. we are straight.
but we had fun.
and i didn't bathe for a day. but of course i've bathed now.
ta.

:: kiathy. 6:56 pm [+] ::
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hello.
i'm posting something new everyday. today shall be. this
click me.
keep poking the cute thing.
it's really cool ya. :).
i think i'm down with larryphobia and kaweiphobia. :(.
i'm going to the us of a. because i like the place. because it's fun. because it's where the life is.
i think.
actually i'm not sure lah. so i eat my words.
i think i'm not entertaining anyone anymore. a lvls come in 5 weeks.
life is so beautiful.
i'm totally irrelevant.
but once again.
long blog huh. :).

oh. addition to the song.
now i try to write a song. but i don't know how to go on.
today it felt like any day. only that it poured through sunny rays.
a rainbow i saw. a vision i seek.
this sounds like a pledge.
so let's be it.

:: kiathy. 11:44 pm [+] ::
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today i shall attempt to post something big.
dear diary. what's wrong with me.
actually that me doesn't apply to me. it's a travis song which i like.
i like oasis. and i wanna go to their concert. but i think it's rather steep.
okay here goes.

now i try to write a song. but i don't know how to go on.

okay i'll add on some other day.
long blog huh. :).

:: kiathy. 6:37 pm [+] ::
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yos. i just formatted my comp again. after formatting it once yesterday.
becos the damn darn registry corrupted thing came up again today.
but now it's alright. and my comp feels brand new. so yars. HELLO. :).
thanks for yr comment robbie.

:: kiathy. 9:47 pm [+] ::
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i think i look quite hairy now and i like it. i'll keep this look.
but i shaved so i dun look that hairy. i want a goatee.

:: kiathy. 12:08 am [+] ::
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i think blogspot is down. help.

:: kiathy. 9:19 pm [+] ::
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hellos. i managed to add some stuff with the help of matong and eugene.
actually i'm saying this to them. so ya. hello matong and eugene. xie xie ni.

:: kiathy. 2:31 pm [+] ::
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test.

:: kiathy. 8:40 pm [+] ::
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i think this is kinda cool. saw it on a friend's blog.

Aptly titled, The best resignation letter
>Best-ever resignation letter (an actual letter sent by a fed up U.S employee)
>
>Mr Baker,
>
> As an employee of an institution of higher education, I have a few very basic expectations. Chief among these is that my direct superiors have an intellect that ranges above the common ground squirrel. After your consistent and annoying harassment of myself and my co-workers during the commission of our duties, I can only surmise that you are one of the few true genetic wastes of our time.
>
>Asking me, a network administrator, to explain every little nuance of everything I do each time you happen to stroll into my office is not only a waste of time, but also a waste of precious oxygen. I was hired because I know about Unix, and you were apparently hired to provide amusement to myself and other employees, who watch you vainly attempt to understand the concept of “cut and paste” for the hundredth time.
>
> You will never understand computers. Something as incredibly simple as binary still gives you too many options. You will also never understand why people hate you, but I am going to try and explain it to you, even though I am sure this will be just as effective as telling you what an IP is.
>
> Your shiny new iMac has more personality than you ever will. You walk around the building all day, shiftlessly looking for fault in others. You have a sharp dressed useless look about you that may have worked for your interview, but now that you actually have responsibility, you pawn it off on overworked staff, hoping their talent will cover for your glaring ineptitude.
>
>In a world of managerial evolution, you are the blue-green algae that everyone else eats and laughs at. Managers like you are a sad proof of the Dilbert principle. Seeing as this situation is unlikely to change without you getting a full frontal lobotomy reversal, I am forced to tender my resignation, however I have a few parting thoughts.
>
>1. When someone calls you in reference to employment, it is illegal to give me a bad recommendation. The most you can say to hurt me is "I prefer not to comment." I will have friends randomly call you over the next couple of years to keep you honest, because I know you would be unable to do it on your own.
>
>2. I have all the passwords to every account on the system, and I know every password you have used for the last five years. If you decide to get cute, I am going to publish your favourites list", which I conveniently saved when you made me "back up" your useless files. I do believe that terms like "Lolita" are not usually viewed favourably by the administration.
>
> 3. When you borrowed the digital camera to "take pictures of your mothers Birthday", you neglected to mention that you were also going to take pictures of yourself in the mirror nude. Then you forgot to erase them like the techno-moron you really are. Suffice it to say I have never seen such odd acts with a ketchup bottle, but I assure you that those have been copied and kept in safe places pending the authoring of a glowing letter of recommendation.(Try to use a spell check please, I hate having to correct your mistakes.)
>
>Thank you for your time, and I expect the letter of recommendation on my desk by 8:00 am tomorrow.
>
> One word of this to anybody, and all of your little twisted repugnant obsessions will be open to the public. Never fuck with your systems administrators, because they know what you do with all your free time.
>
> Sincerely,
>Ted Brewer

:: kiathy. 8:25 pm [+] ::
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hellos hellos. good morning. i haven't been up so early for a long while now.
i just fixed something wrong with my computer. i hope.
byebye. i am going to shit.

:: kiathy. 12:11 pm [+] ::
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happy children's day.

:: kiathy. 11:22 pm [+] ::
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okay i just thought of the lost oscar from yesterday. i lost something someone gave to me immediately after i was given it.
what the hell.

:: kiathy. 11:16 pm [+] ::
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this is my like. 8th post today!
woo. actually i got things to say but i don't think they're appropriate here.

:: kiathy. 10:39 pm [+] ::
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hellos. i'm wondering whether to go on blogging or not. this is a terminal question. actually i don't understand what i mean.
anyway. i don't blog much cos i don't have much to tell the world. but i have alot to tell specific/particular people in particular.
ie. i don't have nice things to tell on the web.
but if i only write things that are bad, i'd be bitching too much and the whole world will begin to hate me.
so i've decided not to blog until i have happy things to say.
oh this is the happy thing for now. i've started studying again. :).

:: kiathy. 9:34 pm [+] ::
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oh yea. i am chinese.

:: kiathy. 3:03 pm [+] ::
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how am i gonna get my blog known?

:: kiathy. 2:58 pm [+] ::
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it's only 255 not 355.

:: kiathy. 2:55 pm [+] ::
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the time still isn't very correct. how.

:: kiathy. 2:55 pm [+] ::
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okay. hello. i am back after 3 months. :).
everyone's blogging. i decided to return. blog blog blog.

:: kiathy. 2:50 pm [+] ::
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i've totally forgotten about html so this blog looks very very sad. i am apologetic but it's okay it's just a showcase of thoughts. not skill. unskilled thoughts :)
TA.

:: kiathy. 9:55 pm [+] ::
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hello hello. this is it man. my own blog.
actually i had such a thing when i was younger. like 2 years younger. i came up with a blog myself! of course it couldn't be updated as easily as this. but well.
I AM BORED. so i'll post here when i'm bored. yup. caught spidey?

:: kiathy. 9:51 pm [+] ::
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hohohoho.

:: kiathy. 9:44 pm [+] ::
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